strawberries: May 2007

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Cant do overtime today

Ooo..
I think i''m liking a guy at work.
Every time i see him at work, i dont mind working the whole day..
But i cant be liking him too..
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Sigh, why do I always like guys that i cannot be loved?
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Well, tomorrow is the audition. Jia you ba shing!!

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Naval Base Open Housse

Ok. I almost went for this event, but just couldnt find the shuttle bus. haha but i heard the performance was a very funny one.
This one was taken from a friend.
Sang in half thai and half broken chinese.. haha..
Cute la.
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hmm he got dute with one female singer from warner? Wonder who leh..

And this is another recording that i think it's really very nice, though i dont know what song is it lo..
haha..
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Friday, May 25, 2007

les miserbles

min recommend me this musical.. Nice leh

Monday, May 21, 2007

I am upset

hey dear, i copy you.. haha only this time k?

Your Birthdate: September 26

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.
Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!
Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Maybe I should have seen the doctor very long time ago.

I cant run anymore..Something is wrong with my knee joints.

Maybe i shld have listened to alicia that time..

Maybe i could have retain my title as a runner or athlete.

This is the one thing i regret in life so far..

Because nothing seems to go right after that.

I am upset.

I wonder how did i manage to train myself up to run, to be a sports person in just 3 months!!

I still dont know how..

From someone who doesnt play sports and hate running, to someone who got 14th for crosss country and represent class for girls team?

If only i didnt achieve all these, i wouldnt be so upset.

Maybe i shld have listened to alicia and went for the last round of canoeing selections.

If only...

When i am upset or lonely, I eat..that's the way i am.

Bcos i have no capital to invest on movies and all the entertainments that u can think of..

I really hate to say names..

But sally, if u dont understand me, pls mind ur words k?

Luckily, when i see you guys, my dear friends, I am happy..

Thanks you all..

But dear might be leaving soon...

Might, i hope.

If she goes, i just have to give her my best wishes.

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I will never forget the 29 UMs (unaccompanied minders) on 19 May 2007, connecting flights to incheon mainly.

They are a Band from korea!!! So cute.. They are just 10 to 14 yrs old..

Some were holding on to flutes!!

At that point in time, i just felt like fainting at the sight of them..

Moreover, the little guys are so handsome!!! Small yet handsome..

Korean hairstyle is just so unique that makes them look so good!!! I wonder if those are original hairstyle..They are just kids lor!!!

I wonder why no parents or adults travel with them..

So cute!!!!!!!!!

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Saturday, May 12, 2007

mother's day tmr

today.. 9 hrs of work plus 2hrs of OT.
Was going MI the whole day..
my legs have been standing for close to 14 hrs already..
Tired leh!!

Tmr is mother's day!!
I have plans for my dear mummy, but not for tmr la. I've got to work..
I'm treating her to sushi buffet cos she hasnt gone for it before and i know she would want to!
hee, but tmr is weekend, so have to postpone to tue which is my off day..
Then i'll treat her for a 100 bucks shopping!!
Well, you might say not enough, or say i stingy..
But you must understand that my mum hardly even goes out for shopping..
She hardly has any new clothes or clothes of her own..
Plus i would want her to get some good beauty products to bao yang..
My mum is pretty one lor, just that she has nothing to help bao yang her face..
This is the least i can do..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO YOU, MY DEAR MUMMY!!
I LOVE YOU FOREVER..
YOU ARE THE BEST

Monday, May 07, 2007

Sick people everywhere

Mind you, the sick i am refering to, is the normal kind of sick.
The kind of sick which invloves white blood cells and more platelets, blood and money..

Recently, I have known so many people falling ill.
Ill, not just common flu and headahes or stomachache,
but ill to the extend of hopitalize..

firstly, my friend cum collegue's grandma.
According to sharon, her grandma is in hospital and her situation is very serious.
Unconscious, i think..
Hope she gets well and sharon back to work real soon!!

Secondly, my same age cousin just had high fever yesterday. No amount of panadol is helping him to get well..
Oh dear..

Now, my very own grandmother, whom i called 'po po'.. She lives just opposite of mine.
Yesterday went i got home, she was at my house and many of her children were here to see her..
Why?
Yesterday, my mum and uncle (grandma's so-called eldest son) brought her to hospital because she is very weak and kept saying got back ache and could hardly stand by herself..

Dam to singapore general hospital,
they said no more beds for my grandmother!!!!! Please come back tomorrow to get admitted.
My my,,
Can like that one meh?? My popo can hardly walk leh.. And you know how far is the journey not?

Well, what exactly happens is that my popo, according to the doctor, has not enough blood and thus have to get blood donors to give her more blood every now and then.

Good news is that, the doctor said her heart is still very strong, maybe even stronger than you and me here.. And her blood type is O. So not much problem in getting blood for her.

Yesterday at my house, I saw her so fail and still not eating much cos no appetite..
When she walked, se sometimes seems like she is going to fall backwards.
She usually dont slouch when she sits on the sofa, but yesterday, for the first time, she rested her head on her fists..
Her eyes can hardly see the television.
This morning, my mother even had to bathe her..

My heart aches..

She suffered so much for more than half of her life for the family..
She received ZERO education because her mom thought that girls shoudl stay at home and do housework instead.
Popo repeated a million times to me that her mum is unfair in not letting her to go to school, and I am very lucky to go school.

I know and I am grateful for that.

Many a times I told popo I am going to teach her how to write alhapabets and numbers, but she just say she is too old to learn and decline, again and again..
No choice..

I am always scared that she is lonely,
so whenever she comes over my house to stay overnight, I would talk to her, in my broken hakka..
She doesnt speak mandarin nor english nor malay..
She cant read or write..
There are no fields here for to plant or grow plants and flowers..
I just listened to her..

Her life is tough..
She had many many kids..
The eldest, ran away from home..And even my mum has no impression of him at all..
One or two of them, died of diseases..
One or two of them, She gave them away because no money to raise them up.
Mu mum said she saw her cried at night before..

How many people experienced world war 2?
My grandmother did!! And my grandfather also died in it.. But he is smart to escape the japanese..

My heart really aches now..
Believe it or not,
I am crying now:)

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To people,
Please feel fortunate..
Forget about getting new clothes and being pretty and handsome.
Be satisfied!!

strawberries