my eye..
few days ago,
i thought i'm going blind.
as in on my right eye only.
i imagine how life would be if i really cant see.
knowing braille,
knowing someone who is blind,
learning how to use your ears more than eyes is one thing.
BUT,
it's more about,
trying to let go of the things in hand.
learn to accept the fate.
It wont be easy to give up on your dreams and choose a different path of life at this point in time, when you are almost completing the education,
at 18 years old.
I think,
it would be much better if one is visually impaired right from the start of your life!
Only then,
you got nothing to lose.
Because, you didnt start your life with colours and beautiful memories when you were first born.
haha.
now,
i've learnt to really treasure the present.
Do what i need to do and no regrets.
Any dragging of time, may leave me with regrets.
SO,
take care of your eyes and treasure your time well, people..
It's good to close you eyes to feel things that you have never experience before.
But to stya permenantly blind,
it may not be a good thing afterall.
Especially you have a dream like me.
haha.
Think i am thinking too much.
Oh well, the doctor says it's internal bleeding in my eye.
Cos the vessel is too small.
Burst easily.
hmph.
If it goes away within a week, i'll be fine.
But now, it sure looks gross to me.
Not sure if it does to others.
Don't scroll down any further if you dont wanna see my eye.
i'm serious.
esp if you havent seen people with internal bleeding in his or her eye.
remember,
hungry ghost festival is coming..
Don't want to scare people with my blog.
Might remove this after a few weeks la.
ok this is a pic of my eye.
..
.
i assure you that this photo is 100% original, not edited for clarity or so.
haha.
i didnt want to expose the whole thing.
if i looked to the left, i'll look more er xing.
well, this pic is taken 2 days after i had it.
so it probably subside a little already.
please please,
can the clot go away please?
=]
posted by shing +++== + @ 7/21/2006 05:00:00 PM
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