strawberries

YES.. my OP is over!! i stressed again! IT'S OVER!! not that my group's project is ('was' to be exact) stressing me up, but isnt it good to have one load off your shoulders?? my project is quite fun actually..thanks mel ron n donny for the wonderful idea and thanks for being such great teammates!!! sorry if i am not good enough..

ha i can be online for 25 hours a day now, well maybe only before my siblings have their holidays in a week's time. They never seem willing to come to any agreements even if i negotiate with them and give in so much! no one understands my feeling cos who else have siblings like mine. I'm not complaining or pitying myself or whatever, but i feel that they should be al little bit more reasonable. Please lor, i even have conditions to abide to before i can use the computer or even watching tv.. after so many years so talking sense into their brains if they have one, i must say that the best way to fight them is by keepin quiet and pretend not to know anything. well, of course they are good, as said by my mum, in the sense that they or rather WE can liven up the house (she meant quarrelling..) and I can learn how to tolerate in the worst conditions and train and test my patience!! too bad for her, i have to say this..my timebomb is up and had exploded already. whatever is exploded (a bomb), cannot be put back into one piece again. oh well, shing shing ah..ren zhe dian ba...

Sometimes, i just seems to be able to reason out things myself and comfort myself and find a way out..

oh but still dont drive me to a dead end please..